I've been working at a call center for the last 7 months and I was hoping to find another job before the pandemic, but instead I'm still working for the same company but at home. The pay is meh but the benifits are pretty good. The trouble is I've been dealing with alot of depression and anxiety working here. There's been days where I call in sick or clock out early. Sometimes I sign out of my system for a few minutes to an hour pretending to have technical issues just to avoid calls.
I know this the absolute worst time to quit, but my mental health is going down the drain and I feel trapped working here. I've been getting thoughts of offing myself just so I dont have to deal with the misery anymore. I really dont know what to do. Struggle a bit longer and wreck my mental health even more? or quit, be a bit happier and look for another job? I have some money saved up, but it'll probably carry me to at most 4 months. My friends and family think I'm being reckless and honestly so do I. But I just really dont know what to do anymore
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